Nineteen

Long time no blog. Lots has happened since my last blog. Winter break I went back home to Maui. That was quite the vacation. I now have my mom's old car which means I no longer have to take the bus to school. Thank God. My mom visited me a couple weeks ago. We went to Seattle for a weekend. Gosh, I miss her. Went to Canada with Rox which was totally epic. Saw friends, made new ones. Did not see the Olympics. Now I'm back home. I miss being with friends. The only people I have here is my family. I've been spending more time with the which has been nice but it's not the same as going out with friends and just having a good time. This has happened every time I come back from a trip to Seattle or Vancouver, B.C. I go out, have an amazing weekend, leave, come back home, don't do anything fun, and feel like a complete loner. I have no desire to make new friends here. I mean sure there are people at school I talk to during or between classes, but no one that I'm actually friends with. I miss Roxanne and Chelsea. I miss Mazzone and Scott and all the Canadians. I miss being with people. I need to transfer to Seattle. The earliest I can be there is the beginning of next year. It just seems so far away...