Ten

I want to scream my lungs out at you. You have disappointed me beyond belief. You’ve gone through so many changes these past four years. All of which I now think have been for the worst. You’re not the person I once cared so deeply about. You’ve become a totally different person. I don’t know how we could have lost you like we have. Like Lucy, I’ve forgiven you time and time again. Now I just don’t know why I should care anymore. I’ve finally seen what everyone else has seen in you. I’ve been oblivious to how you’ve treated me and how you’ve changed. I wanted to believe that you were still the person I once fell in love with. My eyes have been open to who you truly are now. I feel like I’ve lost a great friend. I don’t know whether I should be angry with you or if I should just try to continue seeing you how I always have. I don’t want to lose our friendship. I really enjoy being with you and talking to you but you’re just not the same. I miss the old you.