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Right now I'm bored in AP Biology. We have a sub for the next three weeks and during Mr. Burns' absence we're supposed to be "preparing ourselves for the AP exam". As I look around I see people playing cards, working on senior project powerpoints, surfing the web, playing with photoshop, and reading. Hah. I love this class. Although this class has been really cruise, I've learned a lot even though my test scores may not show it. We've done some totally awesome labs. In the beginning of the year we made this clear solution turn pink and then back to clear. I thought it was the coolest thing ever. It kept me amused for quite some time. For another lab we had to go out and find plants to look at under microscopes. While we searched for plants I got to play with the deer down in the agriculture department. I've been at this school for almost four years and this area was so new to me. I was surprised at how much there was that I haven't explored. It was amazing. I've had some good times in this class. I'm really going to miss everyone in it next year.

For some strange reason I've been in a terrific mood lately. Nothing great has happened recently but everything seems really easy going and fun. It's odd that I can feel like this. Very often a thought will pop into my head and remind me of something that I wish wasn't happening. I then feel completely shitty and I tell myself there's nothing I can do to make things better. It's been really hard for me having two of my very good friends in such an estrangement. A great person once said, "Shit happens. You just gotta learn to deal with it." I'm having a very hard time dealing with it. I totally broke down yesterday. Thankfully Roxanne was there to comfort me. I just couldn't take it anymore. It's not right. I'm so used to seeing them together, happy and enjoying one another's company. It hurts me so much to see two people I deeply care about, who were once so close, suddenly loose touch. Lately things have just seemed to be getting worse and worse. All I can do is look on the bright side and hope things work out. I really hope they do.